Feelings

I maintain a diary of my feelings using Daylio which I publish to this site daily. I wrote a bit about it on my blog, if you are interested in how and why.

๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Home improvement Saturday!
  • Rachel and I made a little trip to Home Depot to get some supplies for the under the sink organizer. Got some Pakistani food on the way back in this run down spot that all the cabbies eat at that was delicious.
  • Seems like I broke some plumbing in the process of setting up the under the counter storage. Will have to bother the super about this.
  • Replaced the top on my standing desk with a much larger one so that Laverne has more space. So much home improvement.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • Work had a little of discomfort, but weโ€™ll get through it.
  • Started setting up some under the sink organizer. Very excited for a bunch of organization down there.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • Launched, for realz, this annoying refactor that I had to do. It wore me down by the end, but I did it right, and thatโ€™s all the satisfaction I can get from that.
  • Made white beans and eggs for dinner. My beans became mush by the end, which is what I wanted anyways, but I would love to be able to make a pot that doesnโ€™t. Maybe I need to add a lot more water up front?
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ›’
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Had to work a little late to get this breaking change thing out off hours. Thank god itโ€™s done! Now I can focus onโ€ฆ modals. What a world ๐Ÿ˜…
  • Just kept it rolling after that and did a little fun coding for the first time in a month. Getting more of a vision for a talk.
  • Cooked my favorite comfort food dish of crispy gnocchis and Brussels sprouts ๐Ÿ˜‹
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Work had too many meetings and not enough time to work
  • Had a rough exit therapy session. Iโ€™m moving on to another therapist because their scheduling is impossible, sheโ€™s moving to private practice for similar reasons. She gave me a list of things to think about and talk with the next therapist about. I cried when she told me how proud of me she was.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Busy day of meetings at work. Got a little burnt out after hour 3 of them.
  • Met with our florist at the venue to talk through what we want. The flowers on my vest are going to have a little bit of rosemary!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • โœˆ๏ธ
  • Traveled back from my bachelor party. Got Cook Out and traveled across North Carolina. Very bumpy flight back.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Main bachelor party day! Did a bunch of things in Asheville! Brunch! Donuts 2x! Breweries! Dinner! Dungeons & Dragons!
  • We played this game where we gave each other compliments and it was very heartwarming.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • โœˆ๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Traveled to North Carolina for my bachelor party. Landed in Raleigh and road tripped to Asheville. Had some delicious food, got fitted for a suit and just vibes with friends & family I havenโ€™t seen in a bit. The AirBnb I reserved is so beautiful!
  • Dungeons & Dragons was pretty fun!
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • Last day of work before my mini vacay. It went pretty good.
  • Had an intense call with Lou, our wedding officiant. โ€œBuying a car is important. How is this different?โ€ Got some more homework to complete.
  • Packing was trying for my trip
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Volunteering went okay, coding is fun!
  • Work went pretty well!
  • Remix meetup was awesome! We will see if connections were made!
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Work went great. We got through a lot of productive conversations.
  • Talked to my psychiatrist, gonna keep my meds in place. Sadly, Iโ€™m going to fire my therapist and try a new one in their practice. The admin at my current therapist is actively hurting my mental health because they wonโ€™t schedule a recurring appointment.
  • Watched all of the new Frontline about the age of east money. A lot to think about in it. I did a live tweet of it.
๐Ÿ˜–

I felt awful

  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Woke up with cold sweats in a waking panic attack. Took the day off. Slept. Played some games. I donโ€™t know why Iโ€™m so tender.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • โœˆ๏ธ
  • Traveled back to the city. Rachel made me this delicious conte and cornishon sandwich. I will try to make this on my own.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Took a hike at the Aubodon. It was a little stewy because of the snow, but still beautiful and peaceful
  • Took a little trip to Great Bearington, got a spicy chocolate ice cream
  • Fancy dinner at the inn, wish I could at least pay half, but I need to get them back money wise
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • โœˆ๏ธ
  • Took off work cause I was in a weird place and needed to run some errands for the weekend trip.
  • Got a milder sandwich from Sandwich King to avoid the heartburn. It was perfect.
  • Traveled to Rachelโ€™s parents. They were happy to see us and didnโ€™t sweat us about the wedding.
  • Shabbat dinner with Zelda & Stefan. What an interesting pair of people, a little annoying in a good way tho. Stefan speaks in a pattern of a Borsht Belt comedian but heโ€™s not very funny.
๐Ÿ˜–

I felt awful

  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Woke up really stressed out and didnโ€™t want to go upstate cause I was in a bad place. Rachel talked me into going, which I decided to take on.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • Work had an exhausting amount of meetings.
  • Had depression after work, had depression Chipotle
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐ŸŽถ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Volunteering went really good! The kids were cruising on Javascript, the teacher just needs to keep it rolling.
  • Work went pretty good, I was able to get into the flow deleting code.
  • Went to a concert with Adam. It was a jam packed showcase show with a bunch of bands that Iโ€™ve never heard of that were pretty good!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Work went okay, was able to fix the prod that I broke somewhat intentionally. Tomorrow is more writing ๐Ÿ˜‘
  • Made a spicy miso carbonara for dinner. It was alright, tho I burned the bacon.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • Work went okay, lots of calls, but deadlines were met!
  • Made shrimp fried rice for dinner, turned out great!
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Woke up late and cooked a fancy lunch of soft tofu, lettuce and rice.
  • Purim spiel at Oliverโ€™s was pretty fun. Always nice to meet new people
  • Went to T&Jโ€™s housewarming party. What an eclectic group!
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Talked wedding stuff with Rick at Astoria Bier & Cheese. Things are slowly coming together and weโ€™re feeling a lot better about it.
  • Stayed up late coding because I can.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Made a deadline at work early, now to do more than promised.
  • Went to a Polish restaurant near us and had like the best pierogis. There was a large family next to us that we found very amusing.
  • Week wore us down!
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Had a conference call with my wedding party to build Dungeons and Dragons characters for my bachelor party! Iโ€™m going to be drunk criminal goblin chef monk. Lots of stuff to work with there!
  • Work certainly kept me busy.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • Too many meetings at work, not enough progress. Itโ€™ll get better.
  • Was just tired after work and slept
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Work was exhausting. Too many meetings compared to the amount of work that needs to be done on deadline.
  • Made pumpkin & peanut butter soup, always a favorite in our household.
  • Felt anxious in the evening, but I was able to breathe and focus on good things.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Work was tricky but still easier than last week
  • Skipped lunch and ate late but didnโ€™t get too unhappy
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • Feeling less stressed
  • Slept all day tho reviving from being up until 4am
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Chores and Eliโ€™s party. Always nice to go to a party and meet new people.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Got into the zone coding, which hadnโ€™t happened in a bit
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Worked in the city tho all my coworkers ghosted on me โ˜น๏ธ
  • Made burritos while I drank a stout which made me day better
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Today was a lot better. Got a little fastball that Iโ€™m going to try to knock out of the park at work
  • Coworked with Landon today. Always nice to do stuff in person.
๐Ÿ˜–

I felt awful

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Woke up on edge and it just got worse. Nothing really bad happened, I just snapped. I called emergency therapy (did some basic CBT work to get balanced) and psych (adjusted my meds slightly) appointments that helped a great deal. Was able to finish the day on a high note.
  • Wrote a lil blog post about my journey to a Lua based Neovim config that Iโ€™m pretty proud of.
  • Wrote an apology email that needed to be sent as it was weighing heavily on my mind.
  • Tomorrow is going to be lot better, I just know it.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Presidentsโ€™ Day off! Played Metroid Prime all day
  • Rachel and I were watching a funny movie in the afternoon. It was so funny that Rachel accidentally chipped her tooth laughing so much. That put a damper on the rest of the day. That said, there was a point where she was crying AND laughing at the same time, which was fun.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Felt sad all day
  • Made a delicious bean stew tho
๐Ÿ˜–

I felt awful

  • Really awful depressive wave just hit me as we got home. I need to get my meds adjusted.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ›
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Museum date day! Went to the Guggenheim and then went to Cafe dโ€™Alsace for an old person time dinner (ate at like 5:30pm)
  • We remembered eating there with Kathrine & Dan so we texted them and what do you know, they were 10 blocks away so we got to meet them while they were in the city!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Work was very productive
  • Went to Astoria Bier & Cheese for a lil after work drink and date
  • Finished the Afterparty, so funny and well done with a great twist
๐Ÿ˜–

I felt awful

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Broke down a little at work, but Iโ€™ll bounce back
  • Delivery debacle brought us down a little
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Make up Valentineโ€™s Day dinner. We went to Palma in the West Village, which was excellent.
  • Felt very unmoored after work and walked about 40 blocks to clear my mind. I think I have plans and Iโ€™m more than a little sad, but there are ways I think I can make things work.
  • The WeWork in south Times Square is my new fave. Love the patio!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Valentines Day! Made Marry Me chicken for dinner and a crรจme brรปlรฉe for dessert. Both turned out very good and no one was left hungry!
  • Got the โ€œscariesโ€ about class tomorrow
  • Documentation project is chugging along
  • Thought I had lost my birth certificate and social security card, but I found it. Ruined most of my morning tho.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Super Bowl Sunday! Cooked and watched the game
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Played Metroid Prime and chilled
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐ŸŽถ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Tiny Blue Ghost concert with Anjie was fun! Wish we were standing, but it was a good concert!
  • Work went okay, starting to get into my zone.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Sorta wrapped up planning at work, time to grind!
  • Made a very delicious French Onion Frittata. Will def make again!
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Big day of progress at work thinking about how documentation can assist sales cycles. Tomorrows a big day in which I need to wrap up planning for the quarter and itโ€™s just a bunch of writing more things down in my head
  • Fixed some long stand bugs in the side app
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • Work went just okay
  • Made this super delicious doenjang brothy bean stew with rainbow chard that turned out perfect. Used Hochanโ€™s momโ€™s doenjang, which was so tasty!
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • Felt down all day, lots of anxiety
  • Finished Paul T Goldman, what a character study of a horribly flawed man
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Rachel and I went to a French restaurant in our neighborhood which was pretty good
  • Sunday Scaries!
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Too cold out to do anything but be cuddly and play games
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐ŸŽญ
  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Finished some planning at work
  • Saw a play, A Bright New Boise, with Kris & Blaire. The play was just alright (good performances & set design, source material was a little weak tho) but itโ€™s always nice to see them.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Manhattan date night! We went to ABCv and had extremely good vegetarian food
  • Volunteering was sorta bad but it is what it is
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • Had a good project planning meeting that I got tasks out of.
  • Got my demo working for real and will show it off tomorrow!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Made risotto. Why donโ€™t I make risotto every week?
  • Just chilled and watched football
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Rachel went upstate for the night so I had the place to myself. Just chilled and watched The Last of Us
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Vim club conference call went okay
  • Getting into the zone. Documentation zone!
  • The new Lil Yachty album is really good, wasnโ€™t expecting psychedelic rock album, but damned if he didnโ€™t pull it off
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Rachel was stressed out because of a presentation and I was locked in the office for most of the day. I didnโ€™t eat lunch โ˜น๏ธ We had a little bit of passive aggressiveness in the evening
  • I also heard most of Rachelโ€™s therapy appointment today. I tried not too but sheโ€™s so loud. I need to think further about how we will do finances and how different ways to make her and her work feel worth it.
  • Work went okay, no one was passive aggressive there, at least. Making some headways on where I think we should go.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • Work went pretty well, I had a eureka moment that Iโ€™m going to demo Thursday
  • Poached some salmon in some spicy olive oil
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Lots of good meetings at work. Gonna grind and shine no matter the weather ๐Ÿ˜Ž
  • Rachel made a delicious butter bean and kale dish. Told her she should make it again, canโ€™t ever be accused of not being supportive.
  • We decided that Laverne is an atheist and that Fonzie is Jewish. Canโ€™t argue with the boss on this.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Chilled, watched football and read
  • Made what can only be described as โ€œapple sauce pizzaโ€ (clinical term โ€œtoasted apple and shallot tartโ€). Was very good!
  • Prepped a loaf of bread to be made tomorrow
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿงน
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Did a lil cleaning and then just chilled
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • Lots of good talks at work. Accountability is practiced is my mindset.
  • Used some leftovers to make a fantastic dinner.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Gathered most of the Chord NYC peeps together for the company kick off! It was so fun to have camaraderie!
  • Code Nation networking was very fun. I need to start rebuilding networks. Being around bootcampers and recent grads gives me life.
  • I did break my dry January, but Iโ€™ll get back to it tomorrow.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Volunteering went okay. Some kids were a lil blazed, which was interesting.
  • Had a presentation dropped on me in the middle of the day at work. Got it done, just a lil disruptive.
  • Talked to Lou, our wedding officiant, about wedding stuff. Heโ€™s so funny and I cannot wait for the big day.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • Messed up cooking some chickpeas. They are tricky!
  • Work went okay.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ›’
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Vibes were off. Had some wedding related stuff that came up that threw us off. People need to chill about it.
  • Made caramelized shallot pasta for dinner, was very good. Doubled it so I have more sauce to use later this week.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Woke up super late and just chilled.
  • We watched The Worst Person In The World. What an excellent movie, visually amazing and a lot to think about.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Hot pot with Anjie and Erwin in Flushing
  • Movie night, watched Ticket to Paradise, which was just okay
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Work went surprisingly well, except for the documentation meeting where I blathered on about things that donโ€™t matter. People seem excited for what the documentation project could produce.
  • Album mode.party keeps getting better and better. Iโ€™m starting to game plan growth features, like modals and OpenGraph images, that will hopefully yield clicks. Might need to hire someone to do a logo or something.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Volunteering went just okay. A little worried about our progress, but itโ€™ll get better
  • Got in the zone coding, which was fun, as it hasnโ€™t happened in a bit
  • Talked to my mom for her birthday
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • Work went good, shipped my migration ๐ŸŽ‰ Noticed a few things wrong with it that should be easy enough to fix
  • Made this delicious roasted tofu and broccoli dish with miso butter. Will probably make it again
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Work went okay, so close to calling it on this migration
  • Nothing but great news from my dentist
  • We were a little pinch drunk today as we could not fall asleep last night
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Binged the Normal Gossip podcast while watching football. Such a nice combo.
  • Felt generally off all day.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Super low key day. Slept in really late and just chilled.
  • Used the leftover white beans to make a beans alla vodka dish, which was delicious.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Finished a task at work, on to the next thing. Thinking really hard about the next thing, which is just a bunch of documentation.
  • Felt too tired and bloated to cook dinner, which sucked.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Work went okay, slowly making progress
  • Felt a little down after work and just tucked myself into bed at 6pm
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • First day back at work went pretty smoothly. I need to pick up the pace, personally, to feel a little more settled.
  • Added genre tags and a bunch of new publications to Album Mode.party. My big New Yearโ€™s resolution is to launch it in some way.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Monday scaries as I have to go back to work tomorrow
  • Football watching was a more than a little fraught and a reminder of mortality. Itโ€™s gonna get outlawed in our lifetime, just watch
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • New Years Day! Made a pork loin with apples and a quick braise for dinner to celebrate.
  • ๐Ÿˆ and ๐ŸŽฎ all day
  • Added a little category display to the side app
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Relaxing charcuterie dinner for New Yearโ€™s Eve
  • Havenโ€™t been journaling the past two weeks because I was sick and just wanted to vibe during the holidays. We did a lot: Got a fancy dinner, saw Kate Berlantโ€™s 1 woman show, saw a few friends.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • Another night of Hanukkah, another night of Rachel singing in Hebrew at Fonzie as I hold him like a baby, for he is the Hanukkat.
  • Work was mildly challenging in a good way. Was able to get a little bit into flow and fix some tests.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Woke up very late and we were too tired to do chores.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŽ‰
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Chris & Stephโ€™s holiday party!
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • Floated through the day at work. Fun to work in a different codebase, but I need to reframe my overall view of whatโ€™s coming.
  • Made refried white beans with broccoli rabe. The broccoli rabe turned out a little to salty on its own, but that isnโ€™t the end of the world.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Rough day. Teaching was harder than I expected, I had to run to the train to make it on time and work was tricky to focus on.
  • It was nice to catch up with Bill & Dil for lunch on Wall St.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Generally felt off
  • Made chili noodles for dinner, so good!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Finished the new season of the White Lotus. It inspired me to input chatgpt โ€œJenifer Coolidge reads me Goodnight Moon but Christopher Guest level ditzyโ€ for no reason at all.
  • My next project might have some traction at work. We. Shall. See. As long as my next task has traction, Iโ€™ll be happy.
  • Cut off my project time at dinner, still stayed up late. I just need some coding to make whole. What hole is it filling? Man, even I donโ€™t know. Also, seems like Iโ€™m just gonna stay late. What am I anxious about? Time. It just keeps going and it effects everyone & everything.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • This is a week where we get back into our routine. We went shopping for all the groceries for meals this week and I made a fantastic chickpea and squash sheet pan dinner with hot honey. Really excited to see a turnaround!
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŽ‰
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Woke up very late and went to Stavโ€™s party ๐ŸŽ‰
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Work went good, I was able to focus on writing a proposal with minimal distractions
  • Mini date night at the Jack Jones
  • Stayed up too late coding at night. Really enjoyed finishing the night listening that good live Fishmans record.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ›’
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Work went better. Got really stressed out in morning because of a bug, but got to work with someone through it and then felt good once we diagnosed the root issue and came up with a fix. I also got to vent about some stuff and start putting meetings in motion to get help.
  • Made a lil baked spinach artichoke pasta. I couldnโ€™t get it to the levels that the dip at the Queens Room is, but it was still pretty good.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • It was the last day of Medicare Open Enrollment, so I took Rachel on a date to the Queens Room to celebrate. The food and drinks were good and we were touched by how nice the staff was to a special needs regular next to us.
  • Work went okay. Still spinning my wheels, but itโ€™ll get better, I hope.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Felt off and took the day off
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Felt unwell and took the day off
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Recovery day from going hard at the party.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿงน
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Birthday party! I cooked a prime rib, horseradish mashed potatoes, broccoli rabe and a salad for a bunch of my friends. It turned out great and everyone was very merry!
  • Did a bunch of cleaning in preparation for this.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • Did most of the cooking for my birthday dinner party! Should turn out good, hopefully.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Work went okay, my manager gave me positive feedback. Letโ€™s see whatโ€™s next and if things can get off my plate.
  • Made tteokbokki with the gochujang that Hochan gave us. Oh my god, it was so good, it was a little sweeter and smokier than the store bought stuff and the spice was more balanced. Iโ€™m also over the moon every time I eat rice cakes.
  • Therapy was somewhat useful. We talked about how to navigate family getting older and how to navigate situations where Iโ€™m frustrated with someoneโ€™s behavior that I cannot control. We ended the session with my therapist telling me about how my old psychiatrist closed the office that she worked in, got a new office just for him and told everyone in his practice that they were all remote now, good luck AFTER he did all these things. Itโ€™s heartwarming to know that we are all going through choppy waters so we laughed about that.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Lead my first class for Code Nation. Went pretty well, though there were some road bumps. Kids loved that I threw candy at them.
  • Spent the day tracking down a tracking issue for a customer. Sorta paired with a jr on it. Was kinda fun that I found it (ugh web components).
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Work went okay until the end of the day where Iโ€™m afraid that I stepped in it. Letโ€™s see if we can pick up the pieces.
  • Got dinner with Hilary and Hochan! They brought us some of his momโ€™s gochujang and miso and some soju from Korea! Always nice to catch up with them, so happy his teeth got straightened out and that they will be able to make my birthday party!
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Work went surprisingly well. Stumbled into two new downstream consumers of the packages weโ€™ve been working on, which is not something I expected waking up.
  • Got dinner with Chris and Stephanie, so nice to catch up with them after so long!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • โœˆ๏ธ
  • Traveled back to Queens, pretty unremarkable
  • White People Taco Night โ„ข๏ธ
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Nice lil Saturday in the Berkshires. Woke up super early and went for a hike. Then just chilled and enjoyed my day.
  • Rich and Gaylene visited, nice to catch up with them.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Went to a meadery with the Shumans. Very tasty.
  • Leftovers!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Thanksgiving! Helped cook and was generally merry
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • โœˆ๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Did my volunteering with Code Nation. It went okay, this class is a little bit of a struggle, but weโ€™ll get there.
  • Had a good walk to Grand Central with one of the other volunteers, Justin, where we talked about restaurants and comedy.
  • Traveled up to Rachelโ€™s parents in the Berkshires. Helped chop veggies and had a delicious ๐Ÿฅฉ dinner.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • Found out that Iโ€™m leading class tomorrow for my Code Nation class. Itโ€™s on CSS class attributes, a lil nervous, but Iโ€™m sure it will go fine.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿฟ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Went into the city and worked so that I could make a dentist appointment in the morning. Had the best Sweetgreen Iโ€™ve ever had (crispy rice salad)
  • Saw The Menu with Kris and Blaire at the Alamo. Movie was pretty good but everyone got frustrated when our food didnโ€™t show up which was compounded by the food on the screen. We got burgers afterwards which made things a little better. Always nice to see them!
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Yet another lazy day.
  • Rachel isnโ€™t feeling great so weโ€™re just taking it easy and staying indoors.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Work was pretty okay. Still lots of context switching but the happy hour at the end of the day was fun.
  • Stayed up late to work on improving an existing OSS library. Need to update tests and take it for a test drive, but I was up all night working on it because I really havenโ€™t coded lately.
  • Started watching Loot, what an enjoyable show!
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Still wasnโ€™t feeling great, took another day off.
  • Been using my Steam Deck like an oversized Gameboy Advance.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Took a sick day. Slept and played games in bed.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Work went okay, but I had to lie down because I was feverish
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Work was a blur. Focusing is hard.
  • Just going through the motions of life. Kinda letting everything pass by without caring much. Really missing my normal zest for life.
  • Neovim Lua config is mostly done, need to A/B test it for a bit at work to work out all the kinks.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Lazy Sunday where we did chores and I watched football
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Slept in until noon and didnโ€™t do a thing.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Work went really good! Things are getting over the finish line in certain aspects, which feels good.
  • Started converting my Neovim setup to Lua after peer pressure from my works #vim channel. It was a lot of work, but Iโ€™m getting pretty happy with the results. Being able to write functions normally is very freeing. I just need to wrap up all the LSP setup and I can call it done. OH AND I CAN FINALLY SEARCH CODE SUPER EASILY!
  • Rachel and mineโ€™s sleep schedules are all messed up. We think it might be the time change + stress. Gotta get this fixed ASAP as it gonna destroy us.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Had a very helpful therapy session.
  • I was able to focus only slightly more at work, but I still feel like a fraud.
  • Made my favorite potato dish, which is crispy smashed potatoes with spicy fish sauce. Always end up eating them all at once. Need to use parchment paper next time.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Work was extremely stressful. A launch happened and everyone is coming to me with questions. I got really overwhelmed with all the information.
  • Hopefully tomorrow is quieter!
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • Focused most of my day on getting a customer ready for launch at work. Worked a lil late, so it goes
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Work went okay. Seems like Iโ€™m making progress on some projects but treading water on others.
  • On Sunday, Rachel and I were talking about Album Mode.party and she pushed me on getting it ready for launch. Well, that motivated me to knock out two of the huge pressing bugs that I needed to fix before launch. In doing so, I stumbled upon a fun opportunity to make an non module that I mostly knocked out.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐ŸŽถ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Relaxing day to prepare for the onslaught of the coming week
  • Went to the Really From breakup show. It was so good! I donโ€™t think Iโ€™ve been to a better mixed show in a venue that size, I was able to hear the woman singer even while the trumpeter was going off
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ›’
  • Did our shopping for the week and made some delicious veggie burgers
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Woke up not feeling well so I took the day off
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Work went okay, lots of distractions. Tomorrow, I must focus.
  • Made a delicious spicy pork chop dish. Air got a lil spicy.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Teaching for Code Nation was super fun! A lot more productive than last week, but still more room to get even more perfect.
  • Really enjoyed working in the WeWork on 57th St today. Got a lot done and the vibes were good.
  • Took a few meetings in Central Park. Fall is so nice.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • Went into the city to get lunch with Rachel, Beth, Chad and lil baby Myelle. So nice to see them on their last day in the city!
  • Worked out of a very relaxing WeWork in the Garment District.
  • Work went well until the end of the day, when I got swamped with like 3 important tickets in the span of 2 minutes just as I had to leave the WeWork. Really threw everything off. Cannot wait to not be on call later today.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Rushed to finish something for a demo, which turned out so good I did it live.
  • Rachel and I talked through some wedding drama that was brewing around the guest count. Happy to be over that now.
  • Caught up with Matt about his resume and job searching. Always nice to hear from him.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿงน
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Cleaned up the apartment in advance of Rachelโ€™s mom visiting on her way to Paris
  • Had a great time catching up and dinner at the Thirsty Koala was excellent
  • Steam Deck arrived, setting it up is annoying tho
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Lazy day
  • Dinner with Henry & Natalie
  • Comedy show
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Work went okay
  • Kris & Blaireโ€™s Halloween party
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Work went okay, getting close to the end of a few projects!
  • Made my famous (around the apartment) caramelized fennel pasta! Skipped the fennel seeds and added a lil Parmesan which made it turn out really balanced.
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • ๐Ÿ’ผ
  • First day of teaching at Code Nation! The class is going to be very fun to work with!
  • Worked out of the Times Square WeWork. It was a nice change of pace and I look forward to leaving the apartment to work at least one day a week going forward.
  • Met up with some coworkers for dinner, was nice to see everyone
  • My new iPhone came ๐Ÿ™Œ No more Android for me, thank god!!!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • Fun day of fixing bugs at work!
  • Roasted broccoli and tofu for dinner
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ›’
  • Recharge day!
  • Made buckeye like cookies and also made a shrimp scampi. Both could have turned out better.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • Date night! We went to Christos and had way too much prime rib.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Took a half day at work so we could take engagement photos for our save the date invites
  • We really like our photographer, such a fun and collaborative energy
  • Skipped the concert I wanted to go to because I was so tired
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • My standup comedy graduation show went great!
  • Stayed out very late celebrating that.
๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I felt bad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Got my Invisalign stuff off and my dentist was very complimentary of how well I followed the regime. Itโ€™s hard to get a kudos from them, so Iโ€™m very proud
  • Work was just very stressful. Hard to balance 3 projects.
  • Made a white bean and Parmesan soup. Turned out great and we have soup for days!
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Felt a lil woozy and took a nap during the day
  • Standup class went well, very nervous for the graduation show, but I think Iโ€™ll do okay
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Regular olโ€™ day at work
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿงน
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ›’
  • Recovery day from going hard last night
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŽ‰
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Had to work a bit in the morning, but I may have found some stability in the thing that was stressing me out
  • Watched the Tennessee game with a bunch of Tennessee alums. What a game!
  • Went to an Oktoberfest is that group that was pretty fun.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Work was still chaotic but not in as fun of a way. I feel a little like a fraud cause I canโ€™t get this thing working, but that shall pass once I can get it off my plate.
  • Went to Grand Central to see if they have my phone, they do not, another week with this Android ๐Ÿ˜”
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • Work went awesome. Was it a lil chaotic? Yes. But I got everything I wanted done and kept all the promises.
  • Really helpful therapy appointment. I need to work on separating preparing for the future from worrying about the future.
  • Made a delicious spicy pumpkin peanut butter soup. Def a winner that I will cook again once it gets colder.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • Busy day at work, lots of productive meetings. Starting to get a vision of what could be.
  • Rachel and I had a lot of fun filling out our wedding photographerโ€™s questionnaire about us. So many good memories.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Code Nation training. Canโ€™t wait to help teach high schoolers to code! Everyone was so nice in the training.
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • Roasted some delicious broccoli to go with some ravioli in sage brown butter sauce
  • Work was a lil stressful but I think I made the best of it
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Hung out with Justin and Chris and watched sports!
  • It was all good until it wasnโ€™t.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • Made a sausage, apple and lentil stew in the Crockpot. Turned out great!
  • Just another relaxing day of college football
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • Work went okay, working for the weekend
  • Everyone is mushy and sad around the apartment
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • Worked a little late so I could wrap up an important project. It wasnโ€™t anything difficult, I just struggled to focus during business hours.
  • Talked to my therapist about changes I need to make to feel more productive and less distracted. I think I have a plan that Iโ€™m going to start implementing tomorrow.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Standup class went pretty good! My lil set is getting there, just gotta keep honing it.
  • Working was pretty calm.
  • Not having a phone continues to be annoying. iPhones are just expensive/not available enough that itโ€™s just smarter for me to wait for my phone to show up at GCT.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Work wasnโ€™t too stressful and I was able to hit flow a few times
  • Had fun untangling Rachelโ€™s necklace
๐Ÿฅณ

I felt rad

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Rachelโ€™s birthday! We celebrated with a big and delicious meal at the fancy Italian place in our neighborhood. We did it all family style and they were so helpful in this endeavor.
  • โ€œYou sure you donโ€™t want us to make any noise?โ€
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • โœˆ๏ธ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Katherine and Danโ€™s wedding was very nice and fun
  • Left my phone on the Metro North and am phoneless
๐Ÿ˜•

I felt meh

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Work was stressful, but I got through it. This was the first time I felt supported when a fastball came across my plate.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿฅก
  • ๐Ÿ•น
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป
  • Slowly hitting my stride at work
  • Squashed some of the most glaring bugs on the side project. Need to follow up with Paul about the design.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ซ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿฟ
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Date night! Ate at the new tapas place near me (very good) and then watched Confess, Fletch which was excellent. Really donโ€™t make movies like that anymore.
  • Getting over the hump at work.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • First standup class, went okay, I have some decent bones of a short set, gotta flesh it out and be able to go without notes by next week.
  • Struggled a bit at work, didnโ€™t remember that I needed to compile code to make it work.
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿš
  • ๐Ÿฅฉ
  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐Ÿ“š
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Made chicken vesuvio for dinner, wow what a great sauce
  • Work went okay, getting better everyday
  • The dry cleaner frustrated the heck out of me, probably going to file a chargeback because he wonโ€™t take responsibility like a man
๐Ÿ˜€

I felt good

  • ๐Ÿ“บ
  • ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿณ
  • ๐Ÿœ
  • ๐ŸŒฟ
  • ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™‚๏ธ
  • ๐Ÿ›’
  • ๐ŸŒž
  • Relaxing day of chores, cooking and football