I felt meh
🥩 🍜 📚 🏃♂️ 💼
😕
- Had to fast all day for an ultrasound. Hope my liver is okay lol
- I’m just floating along doing what I can. I don’t really feel like I have a good aim at work. But I’ll be supportive.
Feelings
I maintain a diary of my feelings using Daylio which I publish to this site daily. I wrote a bit about it on my blog, if you are interested in how and why.
I felt meh
🥩 📚 🏃♂️ 💼
😕
- Back to the grindstone. Almost done with this project and can dream again.
- I’m just emotionally blank and tired. Gotta make it to midweek and get to Miami
I felt good
🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 📚 💆♂️ 🏃♂️ 🌞
😀
- Took a long walk to run some errands around the neighborhood. Got a tie + pocket square + socks and bought a trash can for recycling.
- Made a caramelized fennel past for dinner. Used sausage to make the spicy oil and then deglazed with Vermouth. Very unhealthy, but very tasty.
- Rachel and I were a little distant and in our own worlds reading. We need to make more time for us.
I felt rad
📺 🧑🍳 🍜 🌿 📚 💆♂️ 🏃♂️ 🌞
🥳
- Woke up early to hit the gym. 3x this week! Got a good one in today.
- We were supposed to go to Long Island to see Alex + Katherine, but that fell through because she was sick. We will go next month.
- Picked up my suit for the wedding and got a haircut.
- Roasted 🦐 shrimp and 🥦 broccoli rabe for dinner. So good!
- Rachel was gassy all day on account of her being pregnant 🤰
- I was grateful to just watch YouTube videos with Rachel today about frogs
I felt good
🏚 🧑🍳 🍜 🍿 🌿 📚 🏃♂️
😀
- Work went really well. Finally got the feedback I needed to move forward.
- Made pesto beans for dinner. I also skipped lunch, which really has been putting me in a spot calorie wise I don’t like.
- Watch Bugonia! Yorgos, you did it again, you beautiful Greek genius of a man!
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 🌞
😀
- Work was less stressful and had bit of good news. They are releving me to a better job title! If I can just get this project off my plate, I’ll be happy.
- I’m grateful that Rachel and I cackled in bed at this DBT coping strategies worksheet and all its awful ideas.
I felt bad
🥩 📚 🏃♂️ 💼
😣
- All around frustrating day! Train was late! Had to work late! Changes!
- Got some direction at work about process changes. Cautiously optimistic about them, gonna be asking a lot and can’t hide, but so it goes.
- Missed eating dinner with Rachel cause of work. Should have done a better job communicating my schedule as well.
I felt meh
🥩 👯♂️ 🍜 📚 🌞 💼
😕
- I don’t know why I even went into the office today. No one was there and it was gross out.
- I’m getting 12 weeks of paid paternity! I thought I would only get 5-6, so this is a big deal.
- Heard a bit about the changes we are making at work. We will see what’s up about it more tomorrow.
I felt good
📺 🧑🍳 🍜 🌿 📚 💆♂️ 👨💻
😀
- ❄️ Snow day!
- 🌯 Meal prepped burritos with leftover beans. We have food for the week!
- Screenshared my laptop with Rachel to look over the baby registry. Made a lot of progress. Had a great laugh about baby walkers being dangerous.
I felt good
🥩 🧑🍳 🕹 🍜 📚 💆♂️ 🛒 🏃♂️
😀
- Storm prep day! Made a big batch of chicken tortillas soup and will prep burritos instead of going outside.
- I’m powering through The Gods of New York. The 80s were a crazy time.
- Finished _A Space for the Unbound_. What a beautiful game with a touching story. Canny believe how up my alley it was.
I felt meh
🏚 🌿 📚
😕
- I just feel a little bit of terror when I think about work. It’s like bailing water out of a sinking boat. It doesn’t need to be, but I’m making it that way.
- Part of it is that I have a light flu going on. Why am I waking up so sore and queasy.
I felt bad
🧑🍳 👯♂️ 🍜 📚 💼
😣
- Work was hell. I’m sick and I’m powering through to meet a deadline. I’m not seeing the point of the deadline, but I’m rolling with it.
- Couples therapy was helpful. I kinda steered it a bit more than in the past. I need to investigate more coping strategies, gentle startups, and the relationship house.
- Worked late and spent even more time cooking a dal for dinner. It wasn’t too spicy, but had flavor and was very good for me.
I felt meh
🥩 📚 💼
😕
- Work was a whole thing. Excited to wrap up this project.
- I literally have nothing else on my mind. It’s empty.
I felt good
🥩 📺 🧑🍳 👯♂️ 🍜 💆♂️
😀
- Gender reveal! We’re having a girl. I did get a little pissy at Rachel’s friend who was filming unnecessarily. But it all worked out at the end.
- Rachel: “Sometimes, I don’t know how to comfort you”
- Stayed up late watching the National Championship. Indiana!!!
I felt good
🥩 📺 💆♂️
😀
- My body demanded a lazy day. Slept in, started Mad Men, and watched a lot of football. I was just too tired.
I felt rad
🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 📚 🌞
🥳
- Went to Flushing to do some baby shopping. We ended up buying a stroller after some delicious soup.
- I’m grateful for that trip and walking in the snow with Rachel
- Made chicken breast au poivre for a very late dinner. It was pretty good!
I felt meh
🥩 🌞 💼
😕
- Went into work in the office today to keep trying to get this dumb project over the line. Still feel no closer, but at least it appreciated.
- Watched the Sara Squirm standup special, I loved it and how gross it was. REEEEELAAAAXXXX
I felt bad
🥩 📚 💼
😣
- Worked extremely late. Realized I didn’t QA some work closely enough AND just more bugs popped up that put things in peril for tomorrow. AND I HAVE TO GO IN TO THE OFFICE FML!!!
- Got a quote back from a nursery of $30k a year 😵💫
- I got home and asked about said quote and made Rachel cry as she has no idea of our finances.
I felt meh
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 📚
😕
- Woke up in a rush, but couldn’t eat until my blood was drawn.
- Worked through lunch in a minor panic. Gotta ship this API, but I also think I hit a flow state with 3 Claude Code sessions so that was fun.
- Had a therapy session where I complained about my wife for an hour. Walked away not feeling great about it, but talked to Rachel later about it and I think we got somewhere. She’s gonna explain some of the baby shopping ideas for me and I’m gonna work to make the space work. Also, phone free friday nights.
I felt good
🥩 📚 🌞 💼
😀
- We met our new OBGYN and saw new pictures of our baby! We like her and are happy with our switch to Cornell.
- Heat is getting turned up at work. Gotta keep the pressure up. Worked very late.
I felt meh
🥩 📚 🏃♂️ 💼
😕
I felt good
🥩 📺 🧹 🧑🍳 📚 🛒
😀
- Cleaned and cooked all day. Did so much domestic labor.
- Minor flare up around rugelach. Rachel went to a store that sold nothing but it, bring me back none of it because she thought I would think it’s “too shortbready” or whatever that means. I got a little short because I did all the domestic labor today while Rachel just got to hang out with a friend and I couldn’t even get a single rugelach.
I felt rad
🥩 🧹 👯♂️ 📚 🏃♂️ 🌞
🥳
- Extremely busy day! Rented a UHaul to move some stuff in our apartment to our storage unit. Rachel and I didn’t fight once and I had a blast driving around the neighborhood. We didn’t fight once and just got along super well.
- The gym was great this morning. We talked a bunch about Hegseth’s trash ass kettlebell swings. I got better form than him!
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 📚
😀
- Personal and couples therapy went well.
- Personal therapy: I need to stop seeing everyone at work as literal competition. I also need to really focus on 1-3 things that I’m grateful for.
- Couples therapy: I need to turn down doing bits about 25%, especially when Rachel is sad. Let her be in it for a bit before rescuing her.
- Coding with LLMs sucked all my energy yesterday. I have working code, passes test locally, fails in the CI, and I have to loop on how to fix it in a distracting way. Oh and it was two sessions doing this.
- **Gratitude**: Rachel for sharing as much as she did during couples therapy. We are still in love, we just need to find time for that to simmer together.
I felt good
🥩 💼
😀
- Meeting the new VP went pretty okay. Super nice and listened well. We will see how it goes.
- The thing about running multiple Claude sessions is that it’s a lot of context switching. Very exhausting.
- Team dim sum dinner, too much fried food.
I felt good
🕹 📚 🏃♂️ 💼
😀
- First day back at the office, snacked way too much. Gotta tamp that down.
- Got home pooped, but stayed up too late playing Final Fantasy Tactics
I felt good
🧑🍳 🍜 🌿 📚 🌞
😀
- Slept in but didn’t have a lazy day. Went to our empty storage unit to scope it out and then took the ACs out of our window.
- Made a very spicy shrimp marsala curry for dinner. I should have tasted a bit more than I did, but it was still tasty.
I felt good
🥩 📚 👨💻 🏃♂️
😀
- Went to the gym early and really just powered through my workout.
- Got back home with my mind buzzing about the game I’ve been kicking around in my head for a year now. Sat down and got Claude Code working with the Godot MCP and I’m just vibing now. Core game loop is 20% there and rolling.
- Ended the day watching One Battle After Another with Rachel. CINEMA! PTA did it again. Man he’s got a TYPE!
I felt meh
🏚 🥩 📚 🏃♂️
😕
- Welcome back! Lots going on in general, but today was just a boring slog
- Rachel had the day off and I’m very jealous. She watched Heated Rivalry without me, I need a divorce.
- Finished Expecting Better while at the gym. Need to read the sequel to see how Emily Oster’s husband can be the worst dad
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 📚
😀
- Therapy went really well. We are going to do some couples therapy just to get us ready for the next phase of our life.
- How am I 35 and still fighting GitHub Actions?
- Roasted a whole chicken over cabbage, always a winner of a meal.
I felt good
🏚 🧑🍳 🍜 🌿 📚
😀
- Work got a lot better after I vented for a bit with my therapist + caught up with Edipo. I gotta remember to give people grace and remember what success can look like.
- Was able to get in the zone for a bit work wise, which was nice.
- Made pasta e cici with a bunch of veggies and homemade chickpea that was very tasty.
I felt rad
🥩 👨💻 🌞 💼
🥳
- My talk went so well, I killed! I started the talk with everyone sharing their salaries and ended sticking my points somewhat.
- It was awesome to see people I haven’t seen in 3-5 years! I need to convert them to friends
- Rachel is pregnant for realz now. I’m gonna be a daddy! Baby Methuselah!
- Work went well, we moved desks, things got done, gotta stay supportive of everyone.
I felt good
🧑🍳 🌿 👨💻 🌞
😀
- Spent all day finishing my talk. I have the slides where I want, just need to figure out a snappy conclusion. Like literally 2-3 lines. It’ll come to me tomorrow
- Rachel and I had a little dust up because I was a little too roasty. I need to take a beat and remember that I love her and she’s soft before saying any old thing.
I felt meh
🌿 💼
😕
- Ugh Louie is leaving. Gonna be interesting to see how things shape up here. Not thinking about leaving as I think we can turn this around.
I felt awful
📚 🌞 💼
😖
- Work went pretty okay, the table tennis needs to stop tho
- Absolutely lost it when I found out half the reason I’m going to Chicago won’t be there 🤬 It absolutely broke me and I cried a bunch
I felt meh
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 📚
😕
- You know, for being very sick, I did a lot today. Got a lot of work done, had a good therapy session, cooked dinner AND watered the plants! Only downside was feeling woozy during most of it.
I felt rad
🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 📚 💆♂️ 🌞
🥳
- Woke up a lil hungover / tried (didn’t get home until 1am, only had two drinks tho)
- Walked around after my haircut and thought about the lessons of this summer. Discussed them with Rachel (we’re taking some Ls, need to communicate better)
- Cooked some giant Lima beans for a bean salad tomorrow. So big, so creamy!
I felt rad
🥩 📺 🧑🍳 🍜 💆♂️ 🛒 🏃♂️
🥳
- Woke up early for a great gym session before watching college football all day. We are so back!
- Made chicken burgers that were topped with my homemade shishito/jalapeño/grape hot sauce. So good!
I felt good
🧑🍳 👯♂️ 🕹 🌿 📚 🏃♂️ 💼
😀
- Work went pretty smoothly, so close to moving on to the next thing!
- Played games with Adam. I sorta understand Death Stranding now
- Made some a mix between a dal and a scampi. It was just okay.
I felt meh
🥩 📚 🌞 💼
😕
- Summited the mountain of work that had me down yesterday today. “It’s so over” always leads to “We’re so back”
- Worked later than I should have tho. Gotta balance leaving in time as doing a little more later
I felt good
🥩 👯♂️ 💼
😀
- Brooklyn Web Workers #1: Talked to people I haven’t seen in 5 years and just felt the vibes of the world before the pandemic. I’m speaking at the next one and I’m gonna crush
- Real low point at work where I had a massive unrevertable bug that I was up against the gun of leaving on. Figured it out but I really didn’t handle it well. I need to do breathing before it gets bad
- Fascism is pretty bad out there, y’all.
I felt meh
🏚 🧑🍳 🍜
😕
- Therapy was good. We need to make a chores list/handbook so Rachel and I are on the same page.
- Woke up a lil late after a night with friends.
- Was able to sorta hit flow state. I need that more.
- Made a salad and a watermelon + mint sorbet. Nice to not have to cook anything but use the CSA.
I felt rad
🥩 🎶 🍜 🌞 💼
🥳
- I got to see Snowing tonight, a top 3 fave emo band for me! It lived up to the billing, in my mind (they were an opener).
- Work has been hella fun. I landed at a good spot that I’ll post on Monday.
- Gotta wake up at 5am tomorrow to get upstate for Passover 😭
I felt rad
🧑🍳 👯♂️ 📚 💆♂️ 🌞
🥳
- Over the past two weeks, I have just unwound and been a house husband, cooking and going on walks and just chilling.
- One day, I went to the MoMA and then a creative coding meetup where I vibecoded an approximation of an artist’s process that I saw.
- Another day, I went to a Mets bar for the season opener and then went to another bar for a Hell Gate meetup.
- Saturday, Rachel and I went to a walking and talk meetup and maybe made a new friend or two!
- And today, I made a delicious bean and shrimp soup that took a while but turned out fantastic. I’ll need to keep in mind that black beans take a bit longer to cook.
I felt rad
🧑🍳 👯♂️ 🕹 🍜 🌿 📚 💆♂️ 👨💻 🌞
🥳
- Accepted a job offer!
- Early morning walk with Stav was fun!
- Caught up with Alex, seems like he’s enjoying being a dad!
I felt rad
🥩 👯♂️ 🍜 🏛 📚 💆♂️ 🌞
🥳
- Another wonderful day with Jonathan in the city! We went to the Museum of the Moving Image, shot some pool, and had a big dim sum dinner with all our friends.
- Somehow, we caught the last train from Manhattan to Astoria for the day 🙌
I felt rad
🎭 👯♂️ 🍜 🌿 💆♂️ 🌞
🥳
- That job I was sad about missing out on Saturday? I got an offer from it!
- Jonathan has been visiting and we have done so much fun stuff. Saw Hadestown tonight!
I felt bad
🥩 🍜 💆♂️ 👨💻
😣
- I was all depressed because of probably missing out on some decent enough jobs I interviewed for. It’s the first failed final rounds that break your heart. I just bed rotted and moped around.
- Stayed up late working on my lil AI meal planning app. We’re getting closer, spent a bit of time fighting the library, but I’m getting close now.
I felt good
🏚 🍜 🌿 📚 👨💻
😀
- Had some intro interviews that I think went okay. I’m hoping that they go somewhere, but who knows.
- The stock market and the general world is much more turbulent than it needs to be.
- Rachel made a delicious dinner of steamed sweet potato and tuna steak.
I felt good
🥩 🍜 👨💻 🏃♂️
😀
- Haven’t journaled for a sec. The big news is that I left my job last week to find something else. I liked working with the team, but we were going through a pivot and I desperately need to be back in person, so this timing really works best for everyone.
- The job search is going just okay. I thought I would take it easy, but I checked a button in LinkedIn and ALL the recruiters reached out at once. I already have a final round somewhere, but I’m stying grounded and I sorta expect it to take bit to get a final offer.
- I’m using this time to do some serious studying and upskilling. Reading a lot more about LLMs. Going to meetups again.
I felt meh
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳
😕
- Very dramatic day at work. Probably gonna get laid off on Monday. Actually kinda happy about it. Market is slightly improving and I have runway.
- Made buldak chicken with leftover rotisserie chicken. Big hit, happy that I have found a use for rotisserie chicken this week.
I felt good
🥩 👯♂️ 🍜 🌞 💼
😀
- Went and worked solo in a WeWork. Nothing more lonely than seeing other teams doing things
- Went to a really fun React meetup. I need to get out more!
I felt meh
🏚 🥩 📚
😕
- Was on edge all day, just my mind playing tricks on me.
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🎶 👯♂️ 📚 🏃♂️
😀
- Went to a concert with Adam, nice to see him and I very much still miss Brooklyn.
- Woke up feeling free. I’m 40% certain I’m going to make a big move on Friday and the finality of it is relaxing and exciting.
- Finished Three Body Problem. I don’t usually read sci-fi, but this was excellent and just the right amount of hard science.
I felt meh
🏚 🍿 🌿 📚
😕
- Valentine’s Day! Made tomato soup and watched The Proposal.
- Work went okay, was able to focus a bit.
I felt bad
🏚 🌿 📚
😣
- It’s been a rough 24 hours. I got very frustrated at work. Just unacceptable level of anger on my part. I need to make a change.
- I have so many mental blocks that it hurts. I need to tear them down so I can deal with reality in a levelheaded way. I cannot get in a time machine and go back to what was, I need to be present and deal with what is. I need to be excited about what is.
- I did make a nice farro risotto, so that was nice.
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🍜 📚
😀
- Went to a cooking class dinner about fermentation. Very delicious, we loved the beets and black rice gochujang risotto. Left with some ideas.
- Stopped by Little Island before dinner. Wry beautiful with the layer and untouched snow at dusk.
- Work went better, I’m chilling out a bit. But it could all still go a little wacky tomorrow.
I felt meh
🏚 🧑🍳 🍜 🌿 📚 👨💻
😕
- Today was infinitely better than yesterday. For one, I made chilaquiles for dinner. But also, I didn’t have any bouts of crippling anxiety, just generalized anxiety.
- Wrapped up a lil site update and made a move or two to make my AI bot better.
- I need to leave the apartment tomorrow, for sure!
I felt awful
🏚 🌿 📚 👨💻
😖
- Just an all around awful day. I was excited to work, but that notion was dampened about 20 minutes into my first call.
- First call with my new therapist, I think we will work out just fine.
- Rachel was in Albany, so the apartment was quiet.
I felt awful
🏚 🌿 📚 👨💻
😖
- Just an all around awful day. I was excited to work, but that notion was dampened about 20 minutes into my first call.
- First call with my new therapist, I think we will work out just fine.
- Rachel was in Albany, so the apartment was quiet.
I felt meh
🥩 🧑🍳 🕹 🍜 📚 💆♂️ 🛒
😕
- This weekend has been tending to my sick wife and it seems that I have caught whatever she had. Hopefully it’s not too bad!
- In between existential dread about *gestures around*, I made a pesto that turned out perfect.
- Stayed up very late on Friday playing around with AI stuff. I’m getting the hang of it, I think.
I felt meh
🥩 🧑🍳 🕹 🍜 📚 💆♂️ 🛒
😕
- This weekend has been tending to my sick wife and it seems that I have caught whatever she had. Hopefully it’s not too bad!
- In between existential dread about *gestures around*, I made a pesto that turned out perfect.
- Stayed up very late on Friday playing around with AI stuff. I’m getting the hang of it, I think.
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 📚
😀
- Was able to hit flow state on some code today and that felt nice.
- Rachel has been very sick, so trying to support that
- Made orzo carbonara for dinner, a big easy hit!
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 📚
😀
- Was able to hit flow state on some code today and that felt nice.
- Rachel has been very sick, so trying to support that
- Made orzo carbonara for dinner, a big easy hit!
I felt meh
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 📚 👨💻
😕
- The news was paralyzingly bad today
- Found out I lost 10lbs today!
- Work is still very ambiguous and feels like pushing the wrong rock up the hill, in a way
- Made progress on my little menu builder AI app I’m playing around with. It’s gonna work good and actually have personality, I think.
I felt meh
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 🍜 📚 👨💻
😕
- The news was paralyzingly bad today
- Found out I lost 10lbs today!
- Work is still very ambiguous and feels like pushing the wrong rock up the hill, in a way
- Made progress on my little menu builder AI app I’m playing around with. It’s gonna work good and actually have personality, I think.
I felt meh
🏚 📚
😕
- Just low key annoyed all day. Nobody did anything, it’s just the moon
- The DeepSeek news has just been too funny
I felt good
😀
- Back to work after a very lazy weekend! Really did nothing besides sleep and eat.
- AI stuff at work is slowly coming into focus.
I felt meh
🏚 📚
😕
- Just low key annoyed all day. Nobody did anything, it’s just the moon
- The DeepSeek news has just been too funny
I felt good
😀
- Back to work after a very lazy weekend! Really did nothing besides sleep and eat.
- AI stuff at work is slowly coming into focus.
I felt rad
👨💻 🏃♂️
🥳
- Got my swagger back!
- Stayed up late getting a v1 of my AI based Paprika menu generator. Learned a bunch and pushed myself to let the machines write the code.
- Went to the gym early and crushed it!
I felt rad
👨💻 🏃♂️
🥳
- Got my swagger back!
- Stayed up late getting a v1 of my AI based Paprika menu generator. Learned a bunch and pushed myself to let the machines write the code.
- Went to the gym early and crushed it!
I felt good
🏚 🌿
😀
- First day upright in basically a week
- Finally was able to hit flow at work for the first time in what feels like weeks
- Phone call with Adam was very helpful
I felt good
🏚 🌿
😀
- First day upright in basically a week
- Finally was able to hit flow at work for the first time in what feels like weeks
- Phone call with Adam was very helpful
I felt meh
🥩 🥡 🍜 💆♂️
😕
- Woke up sick and just stayed in bed all day.
I felt meh
🥩 🥡 🍜 💆♂️
😕
- Woke up sick and just stayed in bed all day.
I felt meh
🥩 📺 🕹 🍜 💆♂️
😕
- Woke up not feeling well and just rested and played games all day
- The Lions lost 🙁 At least this feeling is familiar
I felt meh
🥩 📺 🕹 🍜 💆♂️
😕
- Woke up not feeling well and just rested and played games all day
- The Lions lost 🙁 At least this feeling is familiar
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🕹 👨💻
😀
- Very, umm… eventful day at work.
- Spent some time in the evening working on my first personal AI/LLM project. It takes my Paprika export of recipes and generates flexible menus and shopping plans. I have the prompt done, need to make it do structured output, build some UI, and build a Paprika client tow write back my changes.
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🕹 👨💻
😀
- Very, umm… eventful day at work.
- Spent some time in the evening working on my first personal AI/LLM project. It takes my Paprika export of recipes and generates flexible menus and shopping plans. I have the prompt done, need to make it do structured output, build some UI, and build a Paprika client tow write back my changes.
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 🕹 🍜
😀
- Felt much better today! Went to work without any (net new) worries and finished up a task that I was struggling with
- Medication ad just ment has me a little loopy, but not in a bad way
- Made the NYT Cooking chicken and rice for dinner. A little soupy because brown rice is tricky to cook, but very delicious
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🧑🍳 🕹 🍜
😀
- Felt much better today! Went to work without any (net new) worries and finished up a task that I was struggling with
- Medication ad just ment has me a little loopy, but not in a bad way
- Made the NYT Cooking chicken and rice for dinner. A little soupy because brown rice is tricky to cook, but very delicious
I felt meh
🕹 🌿 💆♂️
😕
- Stayed off my phone all day to limit my stress. Restarted Tears of the Kingdom as I hadn’t touched it since 2023.
- Met with my doctor and we are going to double one of my meds and hope that helps with the anxiety and then we can tackle the other things.
I felt meh
🕹 🌿 💆♂️
😕
- Stayed off my phone all day to limit my stress. Restarted Tears of the Kingdom as I hadn’t touched it since 2023.
- Met with my doctor and we are going to double one of my meds and hope that helps with the anxiety and then we can tackle the other things.
I felt awful
😖
- Cried in the shower. Completely paralyzed with anxiety. Took the day off from work and doubled one of my medications to see if it would help (it did).
- Decided to shed all inputs, lie in bed and play Zelda while I await a doctor’s appointment later in the day.
I felt awful
😖
- Cried in the shower. Completely paralyzed with anxiety. Took the day off from work and doubled one of my medications to see if it would help (it did).
- Decided to shed all inputs, lie in bed and play Zelda while I await a doctor’s appointment later in the day.
I felt good
🥩 👯♂️ 📚 💆♂️ 🛒 🌞
😀
- Went shopping in the suburbs with my family!
- Travel back to the city was mostly chill.
I felt good
🥩 👯♂️ 📚 💆♂️ 🛒 🌞
😀
- Went shopping in the suburbs with my family!
- Travel back to the city was mostly chill.
I felt good
🥩 🧑🍳 👯♂️ 🕹 📚 💆♂️
😀
- Hung out with my sister and nephew all day. He decided he’s gonna be a doctor when he crawled to the stethoscope
- Made a citrusy bean salad for dinner, everyone liked it
- Came from behind and beat everyone at Mario Party!
I felt good
🥩 🧑🍳 👯♂️ 🕹 📚 💆♂️
😀
- Hung out with my sister and nephew all day. He decided he’s gonna be a doctor when he crawled to the stethoscope
- Made a citrusy bean salad for dinner, everyone liked it
- Came from behind and beat everyone at Mario Party!
I felt good
🥩 📺 🕹 📚 💆♂️ 🏃♂️ ✈️
😀
- Day started awfully. Cried in the gym, major depressive episode, took the day off of work.
- Day ended amazing. Visiting my sister and her baby, so cute. Finish a book on the train ride. OSU wins!
I felt good
🥩 📺 🕹 📚 💆♂️ 🏃♂️ ✈️
😀
- Day started awfully. Cried in the gym, major depressive episode, took the day off of work.
- Day ended amazing. Visiting my sister and her baby, so cute. Finish a book on the train ride. OSU wins!
I felt awful
🏚 🍜 🌿
😖
- Just going through a rough time. Angry for all the reasons and no reason at the same time
- Made a delicious beans and leeks dish for dinner
I felt awful
🏚 🍜 🌿
😖
- Just going through a rough time. Angry for all the reasons and no reason at the same time
- Made a delicious beans and leeks dish for dinner
I felt meh
🏚 🧑🍳 🍜 🌿 📚 🏃♂️
😕
- The gym kicked my ass this morning. Learned what “every minute on the minute” stands for 😑
- Too many meetings of people talking past each other. I think I got to the bottom of what we need to do, just need to convince people, though I’m not certain it matters
- Made really tasty impossible burgers
I felt meh
🏚 🧑🍳 🍜 🌿 📚 🏃♂️
😕
- The gym kicked my ass this morning. Learned what “every minute on the minute” stands for 😑
- Too many meetings of people talking past each other. I think I got to the bottom of what we need to do, just need to convince people, though I’m not certain it matters
- Made really tasty impossible burgers
I felt meh
🏚 🍜 🌿 📚
😕
- Work was only a little bit stressful, so that’s a win
- Woke up super groggy after watching my beloved Lions win. Missed my gym class 🙁
I felt meh
🏚 🍜 🌿 📚
😕
- Work was only a little bit stressful, so that’s a win
- Woke up super groggy after watching my beloved Lions win. Missed my gym class 🙁
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🎶 👯♂️ 📚 💆♂️ 🏃♂️ 🌞
😀
- Worked a little bit today because things were on fire and I was the arsonist
- Went to a concert at an artist’s loft, pretty fun
- Finished Julia, a retelling of 1984, 5/5. Started Kingfish, the biography of Huey Long, enjoying how Louisiana it is
I felt good
🏚 🥩 🎶 👯♂️ 📚 💆♂️ 🏃♂️ 🌞
😀
- Worked a little bit today because things were on fire and I was the arsonist
- Went to a concert at an artist’s loft, pretty fun
- Finished Julia, a retelling of 1984, 5/5. Started Kingfish, the biography of Huey Long, enjoying how Louisiana it is